Wednesday, January 18

Headaches are horrible...

yes that's right they are .... been suffering from headaches the last couple of days not only does it hurt my head feels really heavy and im been taking 1 to many 250mg ponstans with hot cups of tea!! and the darm thing isnt going anywhere!!! bleah! I know i shoudnt be in front of the pc while having this nagging pain but then i cant quite sleep .... the weather is just getting to me its horribly HOT!!!! bleah... okie enuff of rants im off to take another cold shower and just close my eyes for abit ..

Its time ..

that I start standing up for what I feel and not being stepped over by everyone especially not a kid who doesnt understand the facts of life and wants to have it her way or no way at all...
yesterday she pulled the last straw when she started lashing her anger out at me for no apprarent reason, while i know that she may be facing some sort of problems at home or with her personal life, but taking it out on someone else who was trying to be friendly doesnt quite fit the bill... mom has told me time and again to just stop talking to her, since she's done this to met several times but all along i felt that maybe she'll jst change with time , but i finally realized a dogs tail can never be straight... with that i decided that enough is enough and im not going to take her non-sense no more!!

on a side note i present to you my boo!! :D

Tuesday, January 3

3 days....

into 2006, and Im feeling better then before hehe perhaps its just that motivational pep talk i keep giving myself, but whatever said and done ... I FEEL FANTASTIC!! , been working out alot (heh! its about time ler.... after no boy want me abit teh susah then) been practising on my driving alot (yes yes im getting better each day) but above all I'm feeling free, free from any sort of feeling that would tie me down; dont get me wrong , i love being in a relationship and all but at the same time i want to be in a relationship with the right person for the right reasons, until and unless that person does not come my way i aint goona budge!!! got another session at the gym tomoro hopefully i'll be able to make it! in fact i want to be able to make it !! time to get in shape and turn some heads :D